hope

i wish , one day i could be another me . or  another nurul afiqah . i hope so . people always talk , talk , and talk in every single minutes or even every seconds . there talk about almost people in the world doesn't like it . about 'themselves' . huh ! i've got tired already . very tired . nobody can't ask me and answer me why i'm like 'them' . why i have to be like 'them' . why ? that was my choice and my PAST ! don't ever , ever ask bout it .

i left my past with sweet , sour and bitter memoriess . some of the memories make me smile and also cry . but , bcoz all about it , i hope i can change myself from the naive girl to be a better girl or maybe woman one day . stop from doing anything like the past . and now i try and try to change it . insyallah , i will be like what i want .   

“Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya. Ia mendapat pahala (dari kebajikan) yang diusahakannya dan ia mendapat siksa (dari kejahatan) yang dikerjakannya. (Mereka berdo′a): “Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau hukum kami jika kami lupa atau kami tersalah. Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau bebankan kepada kami beban yang berat sebagaimana Engkau bebankan kepada orang-orang sebelum kami. Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau pikulkan kepada kami apa yang tak sanggup kami memikulnya. Beri ma′aflah kami; ampunilah kami; dan rahmatilah kami. Engkaulah Penolong kami, maka tolonglah kami terhadap kaum yang kafir.”– Surah AlBaqarah : Ayat 286